05-06-2014, 05:20 AM
How I am? Well, it's kind of a complicated question to answer. I'm struggling with a lot of things, and depression is constantly using me as a punching bag. I'm constantly thrown from one end of hope spectrum to another, not to mention my motivation dwindling every time I am told what I am, and what I failed to be.
I am currently applying for about 10 thousand different apprenticeships, and jobs, while trying to sort out what I want to do with my life. Nothing currently is very cheerful for me, nor fun. I don't have time for fun, or so I was told.
I'm heavily considering moving out of my parent's home as soon as I get a steady job, whatever it might be. I just can't stand being near them anymore, especially my mother.
And, in terms of the thread? I would prefer to avoid putting my picture up, because of my current depressed state. Maybe once I get a hold of things, in the future.
I am currently applying for about 10 thousand different apprenticeships, and jobs, while trying to sort out what I want to do with my life. Nothing currently is very cheerful for me, nor fun. I don't have time for fun, or so I was told.
I'm heavily considering moving out of my parent's home as soon as I get a steady job, whatever it might be. I just can't stand being near them anymore, especially my mother.
And, in terms of the thread? I would prefer to avoid putting my picture up, because of my current depressed state. Maybe once I get a hold of things, in the future.