(*doesn't intend to write so much* *recalls stuff continuously while writing*)
18-12-2014
Hara’s had a friendly fight with Zaira, the girl’s been beaten up but if she agreed to it she did, and one less friendly one with Hector while trying to prove a point or something. Apparently took a fucking swing at the man. I can’t same I’m happy about the woman’s damned idea of what a ‘discussion’ is, but something tells me all the guard would do is to entertain her. Hector agrees with me. We’ll see what will be done, I suppose I’ll try a bloody talk again.
Hector and I get a lot of chit chatting done when we work the fields, it’s quite nice and I really appreciate his care for Lapis and offer to listen. There aren’t many that offer to talk more with me, I look forward to some visits. And it’s the second time as of late too.
I had some business to discuss with Victor and told him to come over when he had the time. Aside from expressing that he felt lonely and us agreeing that we could both benefit from talking more often, it was about time he got the guard Captain position. I made the terms clear, I won’t tolerate the bullshit he’s been up to in the past. My hope is that he’s grown and learnt more over the time that’s passed.
I also learnt that he’s intending to marry Nerissa and I’m honestly surprised. Never thought those two would get near any commitments. I agree that Nerissa’s made a lot of improvement over just the past year or two, but I still wouldn’t see this coming. I guess, as long as they’re happy. And if there’s anything one can see it’s that those two have been a lot more happy since they started their official relationship.
I also heard from Orvich. While I’m glad to, her letter worries me. To write about it worries me, but I’d have to burn years of journals to hide that I know her. At least all my finished ones are sent to Netha these days. Lord Daulton murdered Atarsis’ king and took the throne, using Orri’s rage and success in her mission. Apparently he’s tried to have her and Fargo killed and it looks like she’s gotten herself into a bloody civil war. I won’t reply to her, I wouldn’t dare to even if she didn’t tell me not to. They’re dealing with dangerous people. I wish I could do more for her, as does Hector, but right now the best I can do is leave her be and believe in her abilities. Hopefully, we’ve done enough for her in the past, hopefully I’ve taught her well, so that she can get through the madness she’s getting into.
These thoughts make me weary. I believe I best go visit Zaira and check on the girl. Her mother’s not going to be happy at all to hear about her cracking two ribs in a fight and since Netha’s pregnant I think I’ll let those news wait till after the baby’s born.
On a glad note, though strange and almost overwhelming, I learnt at Light’s wedding that he’s going to be a father. Which makes myself and Spy great grandparents, I never even knew that is something one can become. Hector assured me I’m capable and have no need for worry if I continue as usual, but I still find the thought at least very alien.
18-12-2014
Hara’s had a friendly fight with Zaira, the girl’s been beaten up but if she agreed to it she did, and one less friendly one with Hector while trying to prove a point or something. Apparently took a fucking swing at the man. I can’t same I’m happy about the woman’s damned idea of what a ‘discussion’ is, but something tells me all the guard would do is to entertain her. Hector agrees with me. We’ll see what will be done, I suppose I’ll try a bloody talk again.
Hector and I get a lot of chit chatting done when we work the fields, it’s quite nice and I really appreciate his care for Lapis and offer to listen. There aren’t many that offer to talk more with me, I look forward to some visits. And it’s the second time as of late too.
I had some business to discuss with Victor and told him to come over when he had the time. Aside from expressing that he felt lonely and us agreeing that we could both benefit from talking more often, it was about time he got the guard Captain position. I made the terms clear, I won’t tolerate the bullshit he’s been up to in the past. My hope is that he’s grown and learnt more over the time that’s passed.
I also learnt that he’s intending to marry Nerissa and I’m honestly surprised. Never thought those two would get near any commitments. I agree that Nerissa’s made a lot of improvement over just the past year or two, but I still wouldn’t see this coming. I guess, as long as they’re happy. And if there’s anything one can see it’s that those two have been a lot more happy since they started their official relationship.
I also heard from Orvich. While I’m glad to, her letter worries me. To write about it worries me, but I’d have to burn years of journals to hide that I know her. At least all my finished ones are sent to Netha these days. Lord Daulton murdered Atarsis’ king and took the throne, using Orri’s rage and success in her mission. Apparently he’s tried to have her and Fargo killed and it looks like she’s gotten herself into a bloody civil war. I won’t reply to her, I wouldn’t dare to even if she didn’t tell me not to. They’re dealing with dangerous people. I wish I could do more for her, as does Hector, but right now the best I can do is leave her be and believe in her abilities. Hopefully, we’ve done enough for her in the past, hopefully I’ve taught her well, so that she can get through the madness she’s getting into.
These thoughts make me weary. I believe I best go visit Zaira and check on the girl. Her mother’s not going to be happy at all to hear about her cracking two ribs in a fight and since Netha’s pregnant I think I’ll let those news wait till after the baby’s born.
On a glad note, though strange and almost overwhelming, I learnt at Light’s wedding that he’s going to be a father. Which makes myself and Spy great grandparents, I never even knew that is something one can become. Hector assured me I’m capable and have no need for worry if I continue as usual, but I still find the thought at least very alien.