[Conradian]

Zarky and I have been having a little chat, and we've come to the conclusion that now is really not a good time for me to be staff.

I've been bogging myself down a lot recently taking on a lot of new things and adventures and being burdened with other shit.

I'm trying to buy a horse, I'm leading a semi-RP faction on Space Engineers, I'm trying to enjoy my summer and see friends, but at the same time I'm working 4 days a week for 9 and a half hours of manual labour and being mentally and physically exhausted after it all. When I'm not working I'm trying to revise for a resit to make sure I get into uni next year, and I'm social sec of LSEC, so I've got to make plans that way too for next year. And lastly I've got a concept for an electromagnetic bow I wanna try and create (IRL) so yeah. Tonnes of stuff.

Not being around at Mesalia doesn't necessarily stress me out, because I don't get stressed, but it does make me feel bad. There's tonnes to do and lately I've been very bad at contributing.

I don't want to leave, because I love you guys, and I love Mesalia, and I love being a part of it, but right now I just can't handle it.

I'm not leaving Mesalia, I'm trying to get Jak back in and I might be able to show up more as a relaxing RP thing again if I'm not staff, and in the future I might try and weasel my way back in.

Thanks for understanding guys, see you all around.

[Brewstone]

Conrad! No! I am shocked and horrified that you're leaving staff. It's been a long couple of years, and I'm sad to see you quitting. However, it's good to know you'll still be around the server. Do well with your studies and the like, and get a pumpkin or watermelon for destroying with a bow. I've spent so many hours spent murdering fruit, it's always worth it.

Anyway, GLHF.